When I envisioned my 10K PR, I didn’t have delusions of
grandeur, but I did expect a few components.
I imagined my husband and daughter cheering at the finish line, a finishing
photo with the clock showing my bright and shiny new PR, and a picture my
husband would snap of me in post-race glory in race gear and a beaming smile. What I really got was complete darkness while
the world slept, a beaming smile, and photos of my Garmin!
I knew I could run a solid 10K in the 38:00s. I lined up a flat and fast certified course
on November 14. A few days out, the
forecast looked absolutely perfect (around 45 degrees, sunny, and low wind). My workouts were going well and I felt
ready! But, family comes first, and when
my 7-year-old second cousin passed away after a battle with cancer on November
11, his funeral was scheduled for November 14 at 10:00 a.m. in a town about 3
hours away from the race. I scrapped my
taper and made plans to travel to the funeral.
Since I missed this race, I searched for a replacement
10K. November 21 wasn’t a good weekend
for one since I had a key marathon long run of 23 miles, and I couldn’t find a
Turkey Trot within a reasonable distance of our holiday destination. I settled on a 5K Turkey Trot and made plans to
run a 10K time trial on my own when the weather cooperated. The weather did not cooperate in a reasonable
time frame (thunderstorms, wind, and cold rain for almost 2 weeks), and my
coach also discouraged this endeavor, so I planned to wait until after my
December 13 marathon to give a 10K time trial a go. At least I had the 5K coming up!
I thought the 5K Turkey Trot would be a good replacement,
but instead it pretty much stole my soul.
I set out to run under 18:23, or 5:55 pace or better. This seemed reasonable or even a tad conservative,
considering that I had recently done 4 x 1 mile repeats in 5:50 average
unrested, that I had run a 5:48 throw-down mile after a 10-mile tempo run at
6:30 pace, and that my final 5K of my last half marathon was 19:10. I ran the mostly flat out-and-back Turkey
Trot course for a warm-up on race morning, and realized that a good time would
be a stretch. The wind was 22+ mph and
in my face for the second half of the race, and it was 64 degrees. I decided to be okay with a time in the
18:30s or 18:40s with a positive split for sure, and to go for the win.
When I finished that 5K in 19:06, I felt like an abysmal
failure, despite the overall female win.
“I should be able to run a 10K at that pace!” I thought. I was uber disappointed. I felt a little redeemed after Googling the
second place female finisher, one of the top high school runners in the state
of Kansas who was just off a season of 5Ks in the 18:00s and one in the 17:50s
(she finished this one in 19:22), who had also just signed to run cross country
and track for my alma matter. But this
race hit my confidence hard and made me start questioning everything about my
paces and training – which is not a good thing 2.5 weeks out from a goal
marathon!
On December 2, I had a 3 x 2 mile repeat workout on my training
schedule. The night before, I looked up my
splits from the last time I ran this workout and planned to aim for 12:30,
12:20, 12:10 for my times. I then
started thinking, “Well, that’s about 10K pace…and it’s 6 miles total…” The gears were turning. I decided that I would start my first repeat around
6:15 pace, and if the weather was good and I felt good towards the 2-mile mark,
I would keep running and try for that 10K PR.
If I didn’t feel like I could sustain that pace, I would run the workout
as scheduled and no one would be any wiser.
I didn’t tell anyone that I was doing this, because after the 5K
disappointment I couldn’t handle another hit to my ego! I’ve also never been one to be able to run
PRs outside of races; I usually need the race environment and competition to
spur me along, but I was so hungry for this one.
In 30 degrees before dawn, and after a 2.2 mile warm up that
included some tempo pace running and plyometrics, I was off on what would be
either my first 2 mile repeat or 10K time trial! I settled into 6:15 pace, and it felt good,
so from the beginning I was optimistic I was going to give the time trial a whirl. I came through the mile at 6:13 and at that
point was 90% sure I was going to keep going for 6.2. I came through mile 2 in 6:11 and decided
that this was happening! I told myself
that worst case scenario, I would maintain this pace as long as I could, and if
I couldn’t do the whole 10K I could take a recovery jog and then finish the 6
hard miles in whatever way I needed to.
But I was going to give this thing my all!
Mile 3 was 6:09, and I had to hold myself back. I told myself not to over-blow too
early. I also knew that mile 4 on this
course (which I have run a million tempo runs on!) was the slowest due to some
incline, but I felt strong through it in 6:13.
I knew I needed to average 6:15 pace or better to run in the 38’s, and
at mile 4 I knew it was going to happen!
I felt strong, and I got excited on mile 5 and came through in
6:04. I didn’t take the time to worry
too much about going too fast, because I knew I had a solid 1.2 more miles in
me and my goal time was going to happen.
Mile 6 was 6:05, and then I sprinted in a final 0.21 at 5:26 pace. I stopped my watch at 38:06, and it announced
a bright and shiny 10K PR of 38:05!
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Not to get technical, but this 10K time is an average pace of 6:08, Garmin |
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I'll always have my Strava data! |
My smile may have lit up my dark neighborhood. I was elated!
I knew I had a 38 in me, but a 38:05 (6:07.7 average pace) was more than
I’d even hoped for. I teared up a little
bit with happiness. I was strong, and I
was ready for a marathon PR attempt. Like
any runner would, I also thought, “Geez, couldn’t I have run 1 second faster
per mile, or run the final mile in 5:59 to break into the 37:00s?” (I hadn’t
realized how close I would be to that) – but it’s good to have a goal for next
time! I also had a few thoughts along
the lines of “screw you, 5K Turkey Trot!” as I started on my cool down.
As I walked back into my house, it was extremely hard not to
wake my husband up to tell him my great news!
I waited patiently while I stretched and showered, until his alarm went
off. When he asked how my 2 mile repeats
went I shoved my Garmin in his face (before he even had his contacts in), and
showed him my solo new 10K PR and splits.
My Garmin celebrated my “Fastest 10K!” with me.
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I feel like the next edition of this Garmin should cheer when this happens |
However, my Garmin continued to taunt me about my crappy 5K
by telling me that I also ran my “Fastest 5K!” during this workout. I knew after that Turkey Trot that I could
run the pace I ran there for twice the distance, and, yes, I could!
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Second 5K of the 10K |
I wish this was an official 10K race instead of a pre-dawn jaunt around my development, but I know I did it. I know that Garmins aren’t perfect, but
neither is real life. I know I can do it
again when I race a certified 10K in the spring. Most importantly, I know that crappy 5K was just
one sub-par race in crummy conditions that doesn’t determine my running
destiny. Perhaps God thought I needed a
little humbling on Thanksgiving, but He also knew that I needed this time trial
PR to go forward with a PR marathon attempt on December 13 (pretty amazing when
you think about how He cares about every detail in each of our lives like this). Every bad race or workout makes me appreciate
the good races and workouts far more.
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My expression shows exactly how I felt about the 5K Turkey Trot - *%&*#%$! |
It was all also a good reminder not to take myself too
seriously. I psyched myself up about the
Turkey Trot, obsessing about every single detail (I toured the course on Google
Earth for goodness sakes), and spent most of the race worrying that I was not
running well and wasn’t feeling strong (does anyone feel strong running against
a 22 mph wind anyway?!). During the 10K
time trial, I spent the whole “race” enjoying myself! It was fun!
It was why I run! And after all,
I’m not a professional runner. At the
end of the day, this is a hobby that I LOVE, and certainly not something I ever
need to torture myself over.
So I rejoice in the 10K, put the 5K behind me, and press on
towards the Dallas Marathon. I plan to
enjoy every second of that race, whatever it may bring! In the end, it is only running.
“I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God
has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.” – Philippians 3:14
“Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but
only one gets the prize? Run in such a
way as to get the prize.” – 1 Corinthians 9:24
“Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of
witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily
entangles. And let us run with perseverance
the race marked out for us.” – Hebrews 12:1