Sunday, December 31, 2023

2023 Reads

What I read in 2023:

                                           
The books I gave 5 stars are bolded.

  1. The Cloisters by Katy Hays
  2. I Must Betray You by Ruta Sepets
  3. The Rose Code by Kate Quinn
  4. Foster by Claire Keegan
  5. Little Nothings by Julie Mayhew
  6. The Sentence by Louis Erdrich
  7. I'm Glad My Mom Died by Jennett McCurdy
  8. Local Woman Missing by Mary Kubica
  9. Gentle and Lowly: The Heart of Christ for Sinners and Sufferers by Dane C. Ortlund
  10. Prodigy (Legend #2) by Marie Lu
  11. Champion (Legend #3) by Marie Lu
  12. Rebel (Legend #4) by Marie Lu
  13. A Christmas Memory by Richard Paul Evans
  14. Hopeless by Colleen Hoover
  15. Fast After 50: How to Race Strong for the Rest of Your Life by Joe Friel
  16. Cilka's Journey (The Tattooist of Auschwitz #2) by Heather Morris
  17. The Huntress by Kate Quinn
  18. Hunting Prince Dracula by Kerri Maniscalco
  19. Notes on an Execution by Danya Kukafka
  20. Wish You Were Gone by Kieran Scott
  21. Remarkably Bright Creatures by Shelby Van Pelt
  22. The Extraordinary Life of Sam Hell by Robert Dugoni
  23. The Lost Girls of Willowbrook by Ellen Marie Wiseman
  24. Love and Other Words by Christina Lauren
  25. All the Dangerous Things but Stacy Willingham
  26. Wrong Place Wrong Time by Gillian McAllister
  27. Verity by Colleen Hoover
  28. Rock Paper Scissors by Alice Feeney
  29. The Other Mrs. by Mary Kubica
  30. Rivals Unto Death: Alexander Hamilton and Aaron Burr by Rick Beyer
  31. The Quantity Theory of Insanity by Will Self
  32. Never Never: The Complete Series by Colleen Hoover
  33. Good for a Girl: A Woman Running in a Man's World by Lauren Fleshman
  34. We All Want Impossible Things by Catherine Newman
  35. My Sister's Grave by Robert Dugoni
  36. The Longest Race: Inside the Secret World of Abuse, Doping, and Deception on Nike's Elite Running Team by Kara Goucher and Mary Pilon
  37. The Longest Race: A Lifelong Runner, An Iconic Ultramarathon, and the Case for Human Endurance by Ed Ayers
  38. Everybody Knows by Jordan Harper
  39. Meaty by Samantha Irby
  40. Cackle by Rachel Harrison
  41. Loyalty by Lisa Scottoline
  42. Station Eleven by Emily St. John Mandel
  43. Spare by Prince Harry
  44. Next Year in Havana by Chanel Cleeton 
  45. Circe by Madeline Miller
  46. The Greatest Stories Never Told by Rick Beyer
  47. Hang the Moon by Jeanette Walls
  48. Stone Cold Fox by Rachel Koller Croft
  49. Choosing to Run: A Memoir by Des Linden
  50. We Share the Sun: The Incredible Journey of Kenya's Legendary Running Coach Patrick Sang and the Fastest Runners on Earth by Sarah Gearhart
  51. Maybe Someday by Colleen Hoover
  52. Chrysalis by Anna Metcalfe
  53. Lessons in Chemistry by Bonnie Garmus
  54. Ricochet by Sandra Brown
  55. Maybe Now by Colleen Hoover
  56. Iona Iverson's Rules for Commuting by Clare Pooley
  57. Happy Place by Emily Henry
  58. Rebound: Train Your Mind to Bounce Back Stronger from Sports Injuries by Carrie Jackson Cheadle & Cindy Kuzma
  59. Marmee by Sarah Miller
  60. Four Weeks, Five People by Jennifer Yu
  61. The Authenticity Project by Clare Pooley
  62. Better than the Movies by Lynn Painter
  63. The Wishing Game by Meg Shaffer
  64. Little Monsters by Adrienne Brodeur
  65. The Light We Lost by Jill Santopolo
  66. With My Little Eye by Joshilyn Jackson
  67. Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow by Gabrielle Zevin
  68. The Book of Lost Names by Kristin Harmel
  69. Finding Me by Viola Davis
  70. Big Summer by Jennifer Weiner
  71. Anywhere You Run by Wanda M. Morris
  72. The World Played Chess by Robert Dugoni
  73. The Newcomer: A Novel by Mary Kay Andrews
  74. Three Sisters (The Tattooist of Auschwitz #3) by Heather Morris
  75. Mad Honey by Jodi Picoult
  76. None of This is True by Lisa Jewell
  77. Meet Me at the Lake by Carley Fortune
  78. Everything All at Once by Stephanie Catudal
  79. The Sober Diaries: How One Woman Stopped Drinking and Started Living by Clare Pooley
  80. The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
  81. Good Bad Girl by Alice Feeney
  82. Go as a River by Shelley Read
  83. The Pact by Jodi Picoult
  84. Jane and Edward: A Modern Reimagining of Jane Eyre by Melodie Edwards
  85. The Tenth Circle by Jodi Picoult
  86. Up to Speed: The Groundbreaking Science of Women Athletes by Christine Yu
  87. A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini
  88. Let Him In by William Friend
  89. Red Rabbit by Alex Grecian
  90. The Rachel Incident by Caroline O'Donoghue
  91. The Vaster Wilds by Lauren Groff
  92. The Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros
  93. Pretty Girls by Karin Slaughter
  94. The Breakaway by Jennifer Weiner
  95. Before I Met You by Lisa Jewell
  96. Under the Whispering Door by T.J. Klune
  97. Born a Crime: Stories from a South African Childhood by Trevor Noah
  98. Lone Wolf by Jodi Piccoult
  99. Congratulations, the Best is Over! by R. Eric Thomas
  100. The Girl from Guernica by Karen Robards
  101. Long Run to Glory: The Story of the Greatest Marathon in Olympic History and the Women Who Made It Happen by Stephen Lane
  102. The Chicken Sisters by K.J. Dell'Antonia
  103. The Girl With Seven Names: Escape from North Korea by Hyoneseo Lee
  104. Boy Swallows Universe by Trent Dalton
  105. Eternal by Lisa Scottoline
  106. The Search for Anna Fisher by Florence Fisher
  107. The Premonition: A Pandemic Story by Michael Lewis
  108. The New International Version Bible (I did the 2-year chronological reading plan)
I think 100 is a good yearly goal for me!



Delightful December

December 2023 in review!

Total mileage for December: 289.1

Total mileage for 2023: 3619.7
  • Nov. 27-Dec. 3: 69.0
  • Dec. 4-10: 71.2
  • Dec. 11-17: 66.3
  • Dec. 18-24: 70.3
  • Dec. 25-31: 58.1
#delightfuldecember at Sally's
birthday run
Last day of #delightfuldecember
but #davidisnotdelightful
Races:
  • Dec. 16: Jack is Back 30k in 2:16:36 for 1st overall female, because I got a free entry. This was a state record for age 43 because the 30k is a rarely run distance. The race was on a gravel trail that ended up being more difficult than I expected due to lots of rain, and it was also not at all competitive, but it's always fun to win a race!
#delightfuldecember

More #delightfuldecember

And more #delightfuldecember
Workouts:
  • Dec. 5: 8 x 0:45 hills to start a 6 week block of working on my biggest weakness, power. Pace is kind of meaningless on hills unless someone with premium Strava is running the workout with you, but I was pretty even across reps at 5:55-6:09 pace. Six minutes of hard running with breaks never felt so hard, at least since the last time I ran hill reps!
  • Dec. 8: 3 mile net uphill effort in 7:37, 6:59, 7:01 / grade-adjusted pace of 6:48, 7:04, 6:39 (3 miles warm up, 3 miles cool down). I was pleasantly surprised with how good and strong this felt! I ran with Sally for most of it. The route climbed 337 ft in 3 miles. We ran it in the opposite direction to warm up, meaning it dropped 337 ft in those 3 miles and sometime I should run it that way for a confidence-boost, hah!
  • Dec. 12: 8 x 1:00 hills, and I was again pretty even across reps at 6:17-6:29 actual pace. Strava GAP said to subtract 1:00-1:10 for grade-adjusted pace, which seems a bit generous, but reps were only 1:00 so maybe.
  • Dec. 20: 3 mile net uphill effort (9 miles total) - I did my splits oddly so I could use the GAP from the Dec. 8 workout. We couldn't run the exact same course as Dec. 8 as planned, due to multiple emergency responders being on the road by our starting spot (a stolen truck being pulled from Springfield Lake was why, news story here). So, we started 0.25 up the road and went 0.25 farther at the end. The elevation total was probably almost exactly the same, but since no one who was on this run had premium Strava I split at 0.75, 1, 1, 0.25 to use the GAPs from Dec. 8. Hopefully that makes sense! Anyway, the paces (GAP) were 7:35 (6:46), 6:51 (6:56), 7:01 (6:39), 6:34 (?), making it a few seconds faster than Dec. 8. I ran this one solo, which I thought really made it a success since it's always easier for me to push when I'm with someone else.
  • Dec. 26: 8 x 1:30 hills solo, so I have no GAPs but my actual paces were pretty even though "slow", which climbing about 80 feet in 90 seconds tends to do to you.
  • Dec. 29: 3 mile net uphill effort (same course as Dec. 8) in 7:29, 6:53, 7:09 / grade-adjusted paces of 6:40, 6:58, 6:48 (11.2 miles total). I don't buy that mile 2 on this route is aided by 5 seconds, because though it has one steep decently long downhill, you can't use it for all it's worth without falling on your face. But I like the grade-adjustments for the first and third mile on this route so I suppose I am taking them all. This was about 3 seconds slower than Dec. 20 and 6 seconds faster than Dec. 8, so it seems I am pretty consistent with these efforts. I was solo on this one but will have company on this workout again in January!
  • Favorite workout: I enjoyed the 3 mile net uphill effort enough to do it 3 times! ;-)
#delightfuldecember
    
Hills for breakfast

More hills for breakfast

Hills for breakfast again

This was another hills for breakfast
morning, but we were only delightful
Long Runs:
  • Dec. 2: 16 miles (7:49) that felt pretty great!
  • Dec. 9: 13 miles (8:17), which was part of two running buddies' wedding reception.
  • Dec. 16: 19.9 miles, including the Jack is Back 30k (7:18).
  • Dec. 22: 15.3 miles (8:23) in light rain.
  • Dec. 30: 12.2 miles (8:15) before spectating Run for the Ranch.
  • Favorite long run: Dec. 2 definitely felt the best!
Hearts for Jeff & Crystal's Running Reception
Running Highlights:
  • Running group's annual Christmas lights run + soup supper was a huge success.
Christmas lights run
Life Highlights:
  • It was a busy month, including a day trip to Baxter Springs, Sarah's PA school graduation party, work Christmas parties, Christmas as my parents' house, and Christmas at Jon's parents' house.
Route 66 in Baxter Springs

Part of my department of 18!

Major Christmas

Ibbetson Christmas

Books:
  • Lone Wolf by Jodi Piccoult
  • Congratulations, the Best is Over! by R. Eric Thomas
  • The Girl from Guernica by Karen Robards
  • Long Run to Glory: The Story of the Greatest Marathon in Olympic History and the Women Who Made It Happen by Stephen Lane
  • The Chicken Sisters by K.J. Dell'Antonia
  • The Girl With Seven Names: Escape from North Korea by Hyoneseo Lee
  • Boy Swallows Universe by Trent Dalton
  • Eternal by Lisa Scottoline
  • The Search for Anna Fisher by Florence Fisher
  • The Premonition: A Pandemic Story by Michael Lewis
  • The New International Version Bible (I did the 2-year chronological reading plan)
Theme for the month:
  • I think Delightful December, running group's photo theme, fits. I love our hills for breakfast photos though!

Wednesday, December 20, 2023

Jack is Back 30k

One of my friends won a free entry for the Jack is Back 15k/30k race but wasn't able to run it. I didn't think I really had the itch to race again in 2023, but a free entry to a low-key event sounded perfect, so she gave me her free entry to register for the 30k. I've never raced a 30k, so knew finishing would yield an automatic PR - and a state record for age 43, since the state records for the 30k are weak because it's a rarely run distance. I've been keeping my long runs relatively short since Bass Pro, so running 18.6 miles was a bit of a stretch, but Bass Pro was just 6 weeks before this race so I figured my legs hadn't completely forgotten how to run for over 2 hours.

The race was on a rails-to-trails trail, and I have learned these type of trails can be anywhere from immaculately maintained like Tobacco Road to rough single track like the northern part of Frisco. This one was somewhere in between, but we'd gotten a lot of rain leading up to the race so it was muddy! I didn't realize this would be a factor until I was at the race, when it was too late to turn back or wear my trail shoes that I'd left at home.

The race was a pretty small event, and my goal was to win overall female without running too hard. I eased into it for the first 3 miles, then got into a groove and ran really even. I never looked at my watch during the race, and afterward before I looked at my Garmin I told Jon I thought I averaged around 7:15 pace; my watch then confirmed 7:18, so I have a good gauge on my effort! My splits are here.

I was with a few men for the first couple of miles, then pulled ahead of them. I was in first female and there were 5 men ahead of me, but I didn't know who was in which race distance. The 15k ran out and back once, and the 30k ran out and back twice. The first 4.65 miles out were pretty uneventful, then once we turned back I enjoyed the race more because I got to see everyone else. I was also gaining on the man ahead of me, so that gave me something to focus on for the first back. I passed him around mile 8.

I started the race in arm warmers and gloves, because the wind chill was 37* and since I didn't plan to run all-out I thought I'd be chilly. The first out was into the wind and I was comfortable, but when we turned around I got hot and took my arm warmers off. They got annoying flapping around while tucked under a sports bra strap, but it gave me a reason to look forward to the turn around where I planned to drop them. I tucked my first gel wrapper inside of them so I could get rid of it along with the arm warmers. As I neared the turn around I decided I'd toss my gloves off as well.

As I neared the halfway point, the men who had been in 3rd and 4th when both races were together came back starting their second out, so I learned that the two fastest men had been in the 15k and I was 3rd overall in the 30k. I also saw the large lead I had on the next woman, who turned out to be in the 15k anyway. The race had an option to compete in both the 15k and 30k distances, with your halfway split being your 15k race time, and so at that point I wished I'd have signed up for that with my free entry - my rationale for not doing that was because I didn't want to race a 15k and then death march another 15k if there was someone faster in the 15k. After the race I saw that the girl who won the 15k was 14 years old, so I am sure the win meant more to her than it would have to me, so in the end I was glad I just did the 30k!

I dropped my arm sleeves and gloves at halfway, then turned back out for my second tour of the course. The spectators around the finish line cheered and someone joked, "Show off" when I turned around instead of finishing. Heading back out on the course I got to see everyone coming back in. I was also able to see that I was gaining on the man in second, so I decided I'd try to slowly reel him in. We were going back into the wind and I wished I'd have kept my gloves on.

When I was about a mile into my second out, a teenage boy who was running in the opposite way desperately asked, "Am I almost there??" I told him he was close, "about a mile left", then realized that probably didn't feel too close to him. 9.3 miles is a long way when you're 14! 


All of the course marshals told me I was first female each time I passed, which was fun. Many of the runners going the opposite direction did too! It was fun seeing the enthusiastic aid station volunteers multiple times, and that helped break up the distance.

I ended up catching the second place man just before the final hair-pin turn, which was about 14 miles in. After passing him I was just ready to be done. I have only been running 12-14 mile long runs since Bass Pro, so 18.6 miles felt a little farther than it usually does - plus I can't even tell you the last time I ran that far alone. I had a great runners high going, but it was pretty lonely out there! Like Frisco, the trail also felt uphill (incline) both ways, and the wet ground wasn't doing me any favors.

When I finished, many people told me how impressed they were with my huge lead and how fast I ran for 18.6 miles. I have decided I really like low-key races that I can win without going all-out! Although I didn't race race, 18.6 miles moderate is still a hard day, and I do 100% of my training on roads, so I ended up feeling quite beat up from this race! Running on gravel and through mud uses some different muscles.

Before the race they'd announced that the overall awards hadn't come in and would be shipped when they did. They said it's a personalized brick so I am interested to see what it looks like! I didn't stay for the awards ceremony because it was outside after all 30k finishers were in and I was freezing standing around, but I believe I will also get awards for setting a new state record for age 43 and for being the top age-graded female time in the 30k. I told the race director I'd get my awards from him the next time I saw him so he didn't have to mail them - a brick cannot be cheap to mail, lol.

My state record is here.

Race results are here.

This picture is from Bass Pro last month, but I
found it on Jon's phone on the drive home from
Jack is Back & love it


Thursday, November 30, 2023

A November to Kind of Remember

November 2023 in review!

Total mileage for the month: 245.3
  • Oct. 30-Nov. 5: 68.0
  • Nov. 6-12: 40.7
  • Nov. 12-19: 53.3
  • Nov. 20-26: 63.6
  • Nov. 27-Dec. 3: 69.0
Post-run core work
Races:
  • Nov. 5: Bass Pro Marathon in 3:07:45, which was what I had after the October I had! That got me first masters female and 5th overall female.
Workouts:
  • Nov. 1: 3 x 1 mile at MP, HMP, 5k pace with 1:30 recoveries. My splits were 6:48, 6:27, 5:54. The third mile was supposed to be 10k pace but it felt good to let it rip - and I hadn't run a sub-6 full mile since April so it felt good to do so.
  • I did zero doubles and tons of strides and hill strides this month!
#notnippynovember (unexpected warm-ish run)

Long Runs:
  • Nov. 5: 27.2 miles with the Bass Pro Marathon.
  • Nov. 18: 12 miles (7:59) the felt alright.
  • Nov. 24: 14.4 miles (8:25) of cold wind!
Running Highlights:
  • My running group did a post-season/fall birthday celebration.
  • I did the rabbit Run it Forward Challenge with my same team as last year. We discussed each of us running 100+ miles Thanksgiving week again, but then we all 3 vetoed it, and came in with a more conservative total of 211 miles. Last year we won the competition for the most miles, but this year we were still responsible for 21 clothing donations!
Birthday cake for Karen & me

It weighed 30 lbs, hah!

We clean up alright

Houlihans

4 x 4 Brewery
Life Highlights:
  • November was a lot better than October for me. I got a new-to-me car, a silver Volt that is almost identical to what I already had but with about half the mileage on it. In a random stroke of luck, I also got to drive it home from Kansas City on a work trip, saving me 6 hours of driving to pick it up on the weekend.
  • Thanksgiving, of course!
Thanksgiving

Books (bold = 5 stars):
  • Red Rabbit by Alex Grecian
  • The Rachel Incident by Caroline O'Donoghue
  • The Vaster Wilds by Lauren Groff
  • The Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros
  • Pretty Girls by Karin Slaughter
  • The Breakaway by Jennifer Weiner
  • Before I Met You by Lisa Jewell
  • Under the Whispering Door by T.J. Klune
  • Born a Crime: Stories from a South African Childhood by Trevor Noah
Theme for the month:
  • Moving on from October! I think I'm still fatigued from COVID though.
  • I wrote this poem for my running group when I couldn't sleep before Bass Pro and forgot to include it in my race recap, so here it is:
  • Twas the night before Bass Pro, and all through the town,
    Runners sleeping, or attempting to sleep, abound.
    The fish arrows were painted on the roads with care,
    Because excited marathoners soon would be there.
    The bibs were pinned on the singlets real straight,
    While everyone set two alarms so they would not be late.
    And MfM in purple and green,
    Was ready for the race of a dream.
    When suddenly I awoke for no reason,
    Just to remember it was Daylight Savings Times season.
    To turn on my iPhone my hand flew like a flash,
    I hastily swiped up with a dash.
    The time of 1:30 was displayed below,
    Reminding me that time travel would happen soon, no?
    Soon, what to my wondering eyes should appear,
    2 a.m. changed by to 1 a.m., dear.
    I thought of soon running a marathon quick,
    I knew in a moment sleep would not stick.
    More rapid than eagles race excitement came,
    Hometown races are special, you know the race director by name.
    Soon on the course we will hear bells and whistles,
    Perhaps at the end you'll get a kiss-tle.
    Regardless we will exclaim as we run out of sight,
    Happy Marathon Day to all, and make sure you pace right.

Tuesday, November 7, 2023

Bass Pro

The short:

I got 5th overall female in my 5th Bass Pro Marathon! I'm also getting old so I was the female masters champion. I registered for this race back in February, before I knew that October was going to try to kill me. The race doesn't do transfers or deferrals and is 20 minutes from my house, so I decided to start it with a training buddy and drop out if I needed to. Though I sure felt my post-COVID lack of reserves in the final miles, I got it done in 3:07:45. It was my slowest Bass Pro, though not by much - I won the race with a 3:06:57 in 2015 - and while I think it went about as well as it could have all-considering, I was sad not to nab an overall podium spot this year. I imagine I'll be back next year, ideally without the post-COVID/post-car accident training plan.

Results are here.

My Strava activity is here.

Miles from Mentor pre-race photo, missing a few
The long:

I love my hometown race. I don't like huge marathons, I love sleeping in my own bed and eating at home before the race, I love seeing the Springfield running community, and I love running an event with almost everyone I train with. My running buddies laughed at me (and said I'm the only one in the world who would say this) when I said I like Bass Pro far better than Chicago, but it's true! I'm not sure if anyone who doesn't live here would like this race, and if you like big marathons it is definitely not for you, but I get a bigger high out of this one than I get elsewhere.

Four weeks before this race I ran Chicago. That was in the plan. Also 3-4 weeks before this race I had COVID, and 2 weeks before this race I got into a pretty bad car accident. Those were not planned. As you can imagine, my body was a bit wrecked from those events and my mind was pretty wrecked from dealing with the other driver's insurance and searching for a new car, so I wasn't sure if I was up for running Bass Pro after all. But I'd entered back in February, so I decided I'd run with my training buddy Sally for as long as I could and then drop out; I'd be running that day anyway, after all. Two weeks before the race I thought I would for sure drop out, a week before I thought probably, but as the race got closer and I continued to regain strength I started thinking that maybe I could run the whole thing. Sally was ready to run 7:00-7:10, and I started reasoning that since I ran that pace in Chicago with the beginnings of COVID, I could probably manage it with some after-effects of COVID. There are calculators on how to adjust paces for temperature, humidity, and elevation, but not for post-COVID - but I now have some thoughts, hah.

In Chicago, I wasn't excited about the race; I was just tired. Before this race, I got very excited! It was so nice to feel like my pre-race self again! I loved going to the expo and the thrill of race morning with friends. Pre-race is always fun, relaxed, and stress-free here. I'm with friends I train with every day and I'm parked 100 m from the starting line.

Memorize these turns...

Expo (notice I look short in this group)

The front of the Bass Pro field is variable year-to-year. I've won the women's race with a 3:03 and 3:06, I've placed 2nd with a 2:54, and I've taken 3rd with a 2:59. On this year's starting line I spotted a fast-looking Kenyan woman wearing a full marathon bib, showing it was likely I wouldn't be competing for the win even if I was 100%. Sally also knew a woman from Columbia who would likely run 3:0x, and then you never know who else will show up! Plus, Sally was very fit so I knew there was a good chance she'd outlast me. I aimed to focus on going out conservatively and helping Sally as much as I could. My friend Michelle was running the half and also wanted to do about the pace we were doing, so we planned to run with her as well.

Starting line selfie

From the start, we settled into pace and I kept thinking about how much better I felt than in Chicago! In Chicago, I knew that something was off from mile 1, but this mile 1 felt effortless and exciting, as the first mile of a marathon should. Sally felt fantastic as well. The weather was warmer than we'd have liked, at over 50* at the start and mid-60s by the finish, but we took confidence that we'd trained in much worse all summer.

The first 10 miles flew by, and Sally, Michelle, and I ran stride for stride. The course has a lot of turns and I told them what was coming so we could stick to the tangents as closely as possible. We saw many friends and loved ones along the course, and it's always fun to be cheered for by name frequently! We stayed steady and passed people who'd gone out too quick, including the 1:45 half pacer (!!!). We stayed pretty much right at 7:00 pace, with some variations for elevation. This course has about 900 ft of elevation gain, so it's not going to be metronome clockwork - though I bet my GAP was for most of the race. When the half and full courses split at about mile 10.5, I cheered Michelle off with enthusiasm while Sally and I pressed on in the other direction. My husband told us we were in 5th female position at that point, which surprised me. I knew there were 2 in front of us in the full but hadn't known there were 4, and we were on about 3:04 pace, which I thought would be worth a podium spot.

Mile 9ish (notice I look tall in this group!)

Miles 12-17 of the course are the hilliest, but Sally and I both felt great and I reasoned that it would be a good break for the legs to work a little differently. I told her not to worry if our pace slowed a bit through that section. In hindsight, I think we should have slowed a little, but we didn't. This was partially my fault because I saw what I thought was a sports bra not far ahead of us and started working to reel her in. Once we were closer, I could tell it was actually a man in a hydration vest and no shirt. We came through the half in 1:32-mid-ish (no marker), both feeling positive and ready to do it again. I was really excited for her to get a big PR!

Mile 15 has a long incline, I hadn't realized the man in the hydration vest wasn't a woman quite yet, and I think my 6:58 up it was too quick based on the elevation. Sally started to fall a step back and stopped talking, so I started encouraging her ("It will be way easier after we finish this incline, we are going to catch that woman," etc.). She pulled back up and mile 16 was a little quick in 6:45, but also had decline. I was looking back a little bit and making sure she could latch on. I didn't want to separate and I wanted us both to move up in the women's field. By then I had realized hydration vest guy was a man, but soon after spotted an actual woman ahead of him. I got a side stitch from about 15-17, but it didn't slow me down, was just uncomfortable and made me take about 3 miles to get down my mile 15 gel.

During mile 17 Sally told me I could go ahead. I slipped into coaching mode and told her to just sit on me, to let me pull and do the work. That worked for awhile, but then between some combination of me working towards the woman in front of us and her feeling a little more fatigued, we separated. At that point, I was in mile 18 and feeling confident about chasing down the woman in front of me. Before the race, I had a lot of reservations about my body not being in a good place, but for a good 23 miles of the actual race I didn't think about that one bit.

I continued to focus on gradually pulling in the woman ahead of me, and I was gaining. At mile 20 I saw my family and I felt really confident I was going to move up before I saw them again. Jon told me that 3rd place was about 2 minutes up and she was really hurting, so then I thought perhaps I could even move up into a podium position after all. I was pumped with how great I felt for that point in the race!

I felt really strong until I didn't, which happened somewhere during mile 21. Initially I figured it was just a rough patch, but by 22.5 I could tell I was fading. I could tell by the body language of the woman in front of me that she was also fading, so it was probably going to be a matter of who struggled less. She had a good 15-20 seconds on me, but I was the hunter, which I kept telling myself gave me the advantage. 

Passing 23 I really tried to pump myself up. I'd done a fast finish 13 miler on the course the week before, and told myself to speed up like I did then. I wasn't gaining any more but she wasn't extending her lead either. As we neared 24 though, I felt myself fading more and more. For the first time during the race, I thought about being post-COVID and how my usual strong finish might not be in the cards, but I also kept trying with absolutely everything I had.

I saw the photographer at mile 23
 & *thought* I was smiling!

The final 2 miles of this race go like this, repeatedly: incline, turn, incline, turn, incline, turn. Some years I've still been able to close fast, other years I've lost time. I hadn't been looking at my splits since about halfway (early on I did because I didn't want to mess up Sally's race), but those final 2 miles ended up being my slowest at 7:42 and 7:39. The woman in front of me was pulling away, partially because she was chasing down the third place woman (Jon said it was a pretty dramatic finish between the two; 4th moved into 3rd with about 15 meters to go!). Anything can happen in the final mile of a marathon, so I kept pushing with all I had. I didn't have what I'd hoped to, but I tried my hardest. The first 21 miles of this race were far easier than Chicago, but the final 5 miles and especially the last 2 were much harder (I'd kept a little in the tank at Chicago, hoping to use it at Bass Pro...the irony). My legs felt like they were going to give out and the finish could not come soon enough.

Coming down the final stretch and hearing numerous familiar voices cheering for me is always a joy! I was really glad to make it in after just a week before the race being pretty sure I'd be too weak to run the whole marathon, and after how hard those final 2 miles were! I was pretty sure I'd won masters, but it wasn't until I went inside to change and had Jon pull up the results on his phone that I knew for sure. I was sad not to make it onto the overall podium, but I was thankful for the masters win and feel that I did the best I could with what I had. 

My time was 3:07:45 - in Chicago I ran 3:07:38. Bass Pro was warmer and has significantly more elevation, so this performance was my best marathon of my season of COVID-screwed up marathons. I executed Chicago better, with my half splits being just seconds apart, but the gauge of how to pace is different with post-COVID weakness and I don't have it figured out. I ran an 18 miler two weeks before this where I felt great for 14 miles then faded for 4, making me think there was no way I was going to be able to run 26.2 when I was bonking at 14. I gained strength between that run and the race, but not enough to stay strong through 26. The rising temperature probably also played a role. 

When you slow at the end of a marathon, the vast majority of the time it is because you ran too fast for your fitness at some point before then, but I kind of wonder if I'd have slowed no matter what due to COVID depletion - probably to a lesser extent had I gone out more conservatively, though. I am usually a strong finisher (unless going for an aggressive goal, see OTQ failures), and I also generally "know" the correct effort level; in Chicago I wasn't feeling like myself but I gauged what I could give really well and ran quite evenly. In workouts when I don't hit paces I am pretty much always off pace from the start. If I could run the race again, I would have either stuck to 7:10 for the first 10 miles or reduced the effort on the hilly section to see if that made a difference and because it would have made me a better pacer for Sally - but, alas, if we got do-overs in races I'd probably keep doing each one forever striving for perfection!

Post-race I enjoyed the awards ceremony, lots of socializing, and brunch with my teammates. I rode the marathon high all day! I hope I have some more faster marathons in me, but I've also realized that it doesn't matter too much if I run personal bests or worsts (I won't say it doesn't matter at all, though!). I love the process, the running community, the miles, the atmosphere - I love it all. I am thankful God gave me this sport, which has shaped me as a person for nearly my entire life.

Awards shot before Karen had to leave
Awards shot post-brunch

I was really proud of my training buddies! Sally came away with an 8 minute PR with a 3:12. Karen ran her debut marathon in 3:13. Casey was 2nd OAF in the half in 1:23 with a new state record for age 39 (I didn't have this one so it was more exciting; last year she broke my age 38 record), Rebecca was 3rd OAF in the half with 1:24, Jessica ran a beautiful negative split in her 1:33 half that exceeded what she'd been doing in training, Elise ran a 1:36 off of very little post-partum training with David’s help, Colin ran his longest post-injury run, Spencer ran a 1:25 half still feeling COVID-crappy (he had it right after me but did not get it from me!), and several paced others to their goals [note: the 1:45 pacer that went out at 7:00 pace was not from my group, lol!]. Abby and Sarah biked everywhere on the course to cheer, and Trae and Andy drove everywhere to encourage us. My heart was so full.

Awards by the fire when it's in the 70s

You can read about my past Bass Pro Marathons: 2021, 2016, 2015, and I don't have a recap for 2010 but I won overall female in 3:03 and befriended Julie that year. I also ran the half in 2017 and 2014, and the 5k in 2022. Fun fact: I have run 4 different courses in my 5 times running this marathon, with this race being my first time to run a course a second time (only 2021 and 2023 were the same route).

Tuesday, October 31, 2023

Odd October

October 2023 in review

Total mileage for the month: 258.4
  • October 2-8: 66.6
  • October 9-15: 21.4 (marathon recovery + COVID recovery, oof)
  • October 16-22: 74.8
  • October 23-29: 71.2
  • October 30-Nov. 5: projected at 65ish
Races:
Running club book club
Workouts:
  • Oct. 4: 4 x 1 mile progressive with 1:00 jogs in 6:40, 6:36, 6:33, 6:20. I guess you know you've been marathon training when 4 miles of work feels really short, and I guess you know you're tapering when 6:30s feel easy. I was initially going to run these at marathon pace but we see how that worked out. Even though I know in theory that any pace is harder when you have 90+ miles on your legs vs. 65, I always forget that until I have a good taper workout (and often I don't have a good taper workout so reminders are not guaranteed!).
  • Oct. 18: Surprise workout that was 6 miles threshold-ish with a random 0:30 surge each mile in 6:41, 6:41, 6:22, 6:30, 6:24, 6:27. I was coming back from COVID and Chicago, and decided to stick on the 6:30-6:40 workout group as long as I could, not sure if I'd even make it a mile and certainly sure I would not complete the whole workout. I ran the whole workout and called it a huge success because there was no way I could have run anything close to this right after the first time I had COVID. I was coughing some but felt strong - very surprising because the day before on an easy run I was dying when we dropped to 8:00 pace.
  • Oct. 21: Long run workout of 6 easy + 12 x 0:25 push/0/75 easy. I felt good for about 14 miles of this 18 miler, then slowly ran out of gas, but for all I had stacked against me I think it went alright (1 week post-COVID, 2 days post-car accident, 2 days of limited eating due to dental issues from the accident).
  • Oct. 25: 2 x (1 MP, 1:00 jog, 1 HMP, 2:00 jog, 1 at 10k, 3:00 jog) plus 1 more MP (13.1 miles total). My splits were 6:54, 6:34, 6:13 | 6:49, 6:40, 6:15 | 6:53. The MP and HMP felt fairly easy and smooth, but the 10k felt terrible, though I executed it. I was pleased with my pace shifts for each section, but I felt really weak and depleted when running 6:15 pace (different than the normal "this is hard" feeling). I blamed COVID recovery and was thankful my next race would not be at that pace.
  • Oct. 28: Miles 11-12 of the Bass Pro half course at MPish in 6:47, 6:51.
  • Doubles: none this month
  • Favorite workout: Oct. 18 because it was a really nice surprise!
I believe we were going for #oddoctober
Long Runs:
  • Oct. 8: 27ish total with the Chicago Marathon and a little warm up
  • Oct. 21: 18.1 (7:33) with a light workout, described above. I think this was better than my long run a week off of COVID last time, but in case it wasn't I'm not going to look back to compare.
  • Oct. 28: 13.3 (7:45) with 2 miles picked up.
  • Favorite long run: I guess I have to pick October 8 because it was a marathon!
Post-long run cake in cold rain!
Running Highlights:
  • My second marathon major, even though I never planned to run any of the majors.
  • With everything that went wrong this month, I think running much at all was a success.
Casey made this & I loved it
Life Highlights:
  • Lowlight 1: I came back from Chicago with COVID. My symptoms followed the exact same progression of the other time I had it, in November 2022, so although I was pretty miserable for several days, at least I knew what to expect. It is possible I picked it up before the marathon and that was why my lungs burned during the race and I felt so tired, but I am still at least partially blaming the pollution and city of Chicago. ;-)
  • Lowlight 2: On October 19, another car plowed into me and totaled my Chevy Volt. I had only been in fender benders before, and a more serious accident was terrifying! All of my air bags deployed and my car went off the road. I chipped four of my front teeth and had temporary pain in my bottom teeth, but otherwise walked away with just muscle soreness. Based on the severity of the accident I am very thankful I wasn't hurt badly (the other driver left the scene in an ambulance). The medics at the scene and every provider I saw at Urgent Care told me I would be extremely sore the next day. The doctor said something like, "You're going to hurt, but make sure you keep moving around or it will be worse". I replied, "I'm going to run 10 miles tomorrow morning"; Jon clarified "She is serious"; the doctor said that was fine if I felt okay since I am used to it, and I did (just to clarify, if I'd have felt bad I wouldn't have!). I do have some lingering pain in my pectoralis muscle, but it doesn't affect my running or really anything except my ability to do push ups.
Fall homecoming

COVID snuggles

More COVID snuggles

My poor car
Books (bold = 5-stars):
  • Everything All at Once by Stephanie Catudal
  • The Sober Diaries: How One Woman Stopped Drinking and Started Living by Clare Pooley
  • The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
  • Good Bad Girl by Alice Feeney
  • Go as a River by Shelley Read
  • The Pact by Jodi Picoult
  • Jane and Edward: A Modern Reimagining of Jane Eyre by Melodie Edwards
  • The Tenth Circle by Jodi Picoult
  • Up to Speed: The Groundbreaking Science of Women Athletes by Christine Yu
  • A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini
  • Let Him In by William Friend
Theme for the month:
  • Not my month...onto the next!

Wednesday, October 18, 2023

Chicago Details

I had big plans to write multiple detailed Chicago Marathon posts, but when I returned home with COVID it didn't happen. Instead, here are some bulleted points about things I want to remember!

  • COVID
    • I mentioned in my race recap that my lungs burned during the race and I blamed pollution, but I now wonder if I had already picked up COVID. I blamed the big city and huge race for feeling super fatigued and flat, but I may have been in the beginning stages of getting sick. That doesn't change my mind about huge marathons though! ;-)
  • The Travel
    • Casey, Abby, Nathan (Abby's boyfriend), and I drove to St Louis on Thursday evening, stayed the night with former running group member Sean who now lives there, and took a 4:30 a.m. Amtrak train to Chicago on Friday. It was my first time doing that and many laughs were had en route. 
    • Casey and I took the 7:30 a.m. train back on Monday morning, while Abby and Nathan flew back in order to work on Monday. The Monday drive from St Louis back to Springfield was not easy to stay awake for!
    • I taught online class for MSU on Thursday evening and Monday at noon while traveling, which wasn't ideal, but the only class I've ever cancelled was the one that took place while I was actually running the Boston Marathon. You're welcome, students!
  • Pre-Race
    • We were miraculously able to check into our hotel early, around 10:00 a.m. on Friday when we arrived. I had a room at the Palmer House Hotel through a Nike program I'm in, and it was close to the start and finish.
    • Casey and I did a shake out run along the lakefront upon arriving.
    • Nike had several fun opportunities set up in the hotel, so throughout the weekend I also did a Saturday shake out run, 3 meals, nail-painting, sport bra-fitting, Normatec boots, foam rolling, product trials, lots of socializing, and probably some other things I'm forgetting in their hospitality suites.
  • Vacation Stuff
    • We saw many things on our shake out runs and while walking around: Michigan Avenue, Buckingham Fountain, the Art Museum, the Aquarium, Millennium Park, Crown Fountain, countless shops and restaurants, and of course the Lakefront.
    • We ate at Demera Ethiopian Cuisine at Time Out Market (a food hall), Victory Tap, Naf Naf, and The Hampton Social, and went out to Timothy O'Toole's Pub.
    • We did an architectural boat tour on the river.
    • We also saw a lot of the train system and my skills at using it improved, slightly.
  • The Expo
    • It was huge as expected, and also took commitment to get to and from.
    • Packet pick up ran very smoothly, I'll give them that!
    • We met Joan Benoit Samuelson and got her autograph. Casey spotted her before she set up to start signing so we only had to wait a few minutes! There were lots of lines of 30+ minutes to take photos by race props and we didn't do any of those.
    • We got some free samples (drink mixes, bars) but neither Casey nor I bought anything and I was relieved when she wanted to leave before going through everything (Abby and Amy were at different hotels so we were splitting up post-expo anyway).
    • I don't particularly enjoy any race expos but this one left me extra exhausted.
  • ADP
    • I was in the American Development Program, which meant a tent near the start where we could leave our bags, a park area to warm up in, separate porta potties, and a start just behind the professionals.
    • We had to go in the same gate as Corral A, and getting through security took forever. I walked over with a Nike group and had trusted others knew that we were leaving with ample time, but I didn't have as much time as I'd have liked pre-race. It was also difficult to find my way back to the area post-race! Amy did the VIP area and also had difficulty finding it post-race.
  • The Start
    • My regret about the race is not paying more attention to the pro athletes in front of us at the start. I stayed at the back of the ADP corral, and we were not in the corral very long before the start, but I wish I'd have looked harder!
    • I did hear them announcing pro accomplishments when we were entering our corral, specifically Des Linden's 50k world record.
    • ADP athletes were eligible for prize money so we got only gun time, no chip time. I wasn't worried about this for myself, but Casey was aiming for a PR and I was going to be upset if she missed an official one by a few seconds - not to mention people trying to OTQ. It probably took less than 5 seconds to get across the line, but every second counts when you're trying for your best!
  • The Race
    • I noted most of the highlights in my race recap.
    • I tried to pay attention to my surroundings but still didn't take in too much during the race. I think because there were so many people, I kept my eyes ahead.
    • The mile markers were surprisingly difficult to spot. I don't think I ever missed so many mile markers in a marathon - ironically, since this was the first marathon I've taken manual splits in since about 2006 (i.e., pre-Garmin).
    • My nutrition (4 gels) went smoothly and water stations were numerous, huge, and easy to see. The aid stations were crowded early on so if this race is hot it would be worth carrying a bottle early, but I didn't need any water for the first 6 or so miles anyway.
    • I kept a little (maybe 1-3 minutes) in the tank but 26.2 miles is still a very long run.
    • I didn't have as much fun as I usually do in a marathon, but I think that was related to being fatigued. I always remembered to be thankful!
    • Each time I crossed a timing mat I thought about people tracking me getting updates.
    • I also thought about my friends a lot, hoping they were hitting their goal times. I kept hoping that Abby would pass me, meaning she was going to go sub-3. When I had 3 miles left I was hoping Casey was near finishing (they ran 2:53 and 3:11, and poor Amy got sick before the race so had a hard day but finished it!).
  • Post-Race
    • Before the race, I'd gone back and forth a lot on just running Chicago "for fun" and "saving it" for my next marathon 4 weeks after. I ended up deciding that if the weather was good and I felt good, I'd try for a sub-3 since I wasn't guaranteed either in my next marathon. Based on how I actually felt knew sub-3 wasn't going to happen and held back a bit (but not much).
    • We were super active post-race, with brunch, walking back to the marathon area to watch and take photos, switching hotels, going to dinner, and going out until midnight. I wish I'd have kept tracking of my total walking for the day because surely I covered at least 36 miles on foot!
    • As per usual, I slept very little the night of the marathon.
  • What's next?
    • As mentioned, I was planning to run a local marathon 4 weeks after Chicago. I'd still like to, but will see how my COVID recovery goes. Last time I had it I didn't run well quality-wise for about 4 weeks post-illness, but I was able to pick my mileage back up quickly. 
  • Fun fact
    • This was marathon #46 for me if you count the marathon marks I crossed in my 4 ultras, #42 if you don't. It was #20/46 time-wise, or #18/42 if you're not counting my ultras (yeah, I split faster in 2 of my 50ks). When people asked about my performance I often said, "It was far from my best but also far from my worst", and I guess officially it was closer to my best (21 minutes) than my worst (58 minutes).
  • Photo drop:

Legend!


We likely had the most snacks on this train

Architectural Boat Tour

Abby's crew was on the course in 3 spots

But they were out of beer


Nike shake out (I'm in orange in the middle)




Casey & me!

I didn't buy the photos but I smiled for them


Carb-loading, Mediterranean-style

Post-marathon buffet