Sunday, April 11, 2021

Things I Learned/Relearned This Season

There are some hard and fast training principles that apply to all humans, but each one of us is an experiment of one within those parameters.  I'm thankful to continue to learn more about the techniques that work best for me in training.  I've loved running nearly my whole life, but until 2015 I trained mostly aimlessly and rarely intelligently.  Since then I've continued to grow my knowledge about training and specifically how my body responds to it.

Here is what I learned or was reminded of this season:

  • I perform and feel best off of more mileage and less intensity.  I have never felt so good during a training cycle, though I ran the highest mileage I ever have.  My weekly mileage for the full weeks in 2021 so far has been 81, 84, 83, 92, 87, 84, 86, 100, 102, 92, 100, 90, 101, 92.  Generally I do a workout each Wednesday and some work in my Saturday long runs.  The rest, aside from a set or two of strides, is easy running.  The general rule is 80% easy/20% quality mileage, but I think I do best when most weeks are more like 85-90% easy/10-15% quality.
  • I need to limit speed work.  I've known for awhile that too much speed work gets me injured, but I've realized that it wears me down mentally and physically as well.  It makes no sense, but I will be more worn out from 10 x 400 m than from a 10 mile tempo run!  I also feel invigorated by strength-based workout and just meh by speed.  I am definitely a strength-based runner, and no matter how hard I work at speed I never see significant improvements with it, whereas with strength I do.  It is important to train all systems, so I still need to touch on speed, but it should never be the cornerstone of my training, even for a 5k (not as if I'm ever going to focus on the 5k, but in principle).
  • I need to be vigilant about strength work.  After my hip craziness of 2019, I changed several things, but what helped the most by far was being very dedicated to and consistent with strength work.  I do some strength work every.single.day.  Twice a week it includes heavy weights, but other days I'm using resistance bands, doing core routines, practicing plyometrics, etc.  The only reason I hit it so hard to start with was to resolve my hip impingement pain and keep running, but I believe it's also contributed to me feeling so excellent this season.  I will never love it like I love to run, but I've fully embraced it as an important part of my routine.
  • I should fuel before workouts and long runs.  I start most of my runs at 5:30 a.m., and I need to eat 2-3 hours prior to running, so I am not eating before most runs (only before a long race will I get up at 3:30 a.m. to eat!).  Historically, this meant that I wasn't taking in any calories, but this season I've consistently drank UCAN before all workouts and long runs.  Doing back-to-back long runs on Saturdays and Sundays has made me more intentional about pre-run and during-run fueling, and has made a big positive difference in my recovery.  I can run those runs fasted, and I'm not sure my in-run performance is any different, but I feel much less depleted after and ready to go again sooner when I'm fueling.
  • I respond better to a short easy day than a day completely off.  When I take a day completely off, I feel lethargic all morning - which makes no sense since I've slept later!  I then just feel sluggish on my next runs.  If I do 3-4 miles very easy, I seem to get a lot of recovery but still feel normal.
  • I run slower in cold weather (under about 20).  I almost always forget how much the cold affects me; in the summer I remember not to judge workout times harshly in heat and especially humidity, but in the winter I think I should be my fastest.  Maybe next winter I will actually remember not to judge my fitness by those freezing workout times.  
  • Rust buster races often go better than I expect, and catapult me into fitness.  The Cabin Fever 20k was really a rust buster - I hadn't raced for over a year! - and nothing I'd done in training indicated I could run 6:24 pace on the challenging course, but I did, and afterward my workouts really improved.  I had similar experiences at and following Rock the Parkway 2019 and The Big 12 12k 2018.
  • I LOVE back-to-back long runs.  My 50k training has essentially been marathon training with a little less intensity and with Saturday + Sunday long runs.  I plan to carry more of these into actual marathon training.  An ultra runner friend told me they'd suck at first, but I loved them from the start and never had a bad Sunday run, even after 20+ milers with workouts and races on Saturdays.
I started thinking more about all of this after I read Bravey by Alexi Pappas this month.  One thing she mentioned that I've also heard elsewhere is the rule of thirds: when training hard, you should feel good 1/3 of the time, okay 1/3 of the time, and bad 1/3 of the time.  If you feel bad more often you're probably over-doing it, and if you feel good more often you're probably not pushing hard enough.  I felt amazing most of this training cycle.  1 felt tired from March 29-April 1 (after my Saturday 25.7 miles with a half race plus 15.3 mile Sunday), but otherwise I never really felt bad nor had a bad workout or long run.  I can't really think of any runs I wasn't excited to do aside from a couple of doubles during those 4 days.  I dialed my intensity down this season, and although I thought it was good that I felt so good all of the time,  I wonder if I wasn't pushing enough.  But, I also think it's always better to do a little less than to do a little too much!

2019 photo I found while looking
for something else, but I'm
bringing it back in hopes I'll
remember how to take good
finish line photos!

Tuesday, March 30, 2021

The T-Town Half Marathon: Race Intoxication

The short:

I won a half marathon and set the Oklahoma state record for females age 40-44! I had an amazing race trip with my friends! Runners are the best people ever!  Everything is wonderful!

I didn't run quite as fast as I'd have liked at T-Town, but 60 degrees in March is much warmer than 60 degrees in September.  I was proud of my even pacing and solid performance running solo on a course with some tricky elevation.  As per usual, I'd have preferred a 30-40 degree day, pacing partners, and an easy course, but given the circumstances I don't really think this could have gone any better.  And, I got to break the tape!  Oh, also I ran 10 miles after the race for a 25.7 mile day (and had the restraint not to run 0.5 mile farther).

Official results are here, with my details here.

My Strava activity is here.

My dad's video of my finish is here.

My age 40-44 state record is here, and my single age 40 state record is here.

The long:

I hadn't raced a half since White River in November 2019, so to say I was incredibly excited about this one is an understatement.  After I raced the Cabin Fever 20k in February and my workout paces came down throughout February and March, my anticipation kept growing, and by race week I fully in race intoxication!

Several members of my Miles from Mentor running group made the trip down to Tulsa, including Elise, Sean, Colin, Casey, Abby, and Brad, and my friend Andrew from Kansas City joined us in Oklahoma.  Several members of the crew were PR ready, which was extra exciting for me because I've been writing training schedules for several of them this season (proud "coaching" moments!).  I'm going to write a seperate post with trip stories, because the getaway was amazing and I kind of felt like I was in college again, including getting very little sleep on Friday night.

Spring weather in the Midwest is pretty unpredictable but almost always windy, so leading up to the race I'd been worried we would have a 20+ mph headwind for half of the out-and-back course, since I'd had several recent workouts in high winds.  I didn't think about it being warm since we'd still been having cool overnight lows and the race started at 7:30 a.m., but somehow race morning managed to be the highest overnight low of the year so far at around 60 degrees.  60 degrees feels much warmer the first time you run hard in it each season, and even when I am used to it I never run as well in it as I do at 30-45, so I just decided to be thankful it wasn't windy.  I race by effort, and one of the many perks of changing to that approach has been that I don't have to think about how much to adjust my goal pace for weather conditions; actually I don't have to think about my goal pace at all, although based on my workouts I knew 6:00-6:10 should be where I was at on a good day.

I warmed up with my friends then we lined up with some extra space and masks until the last minute due to COVID protocols.  After the gun, Brad was quick to take the lead, a few other men were out fast, a woman in buns took off, and Colin was following.  I settled into a comfortably hard pace with Andrew and had a pretty relaxed first couple of miles, although I told him I definitely wanted to chase down the woman ahead of us.  We caught up with her around mile 2, which was also when we moved from the road onto a running/bike trail, and then she hung onto us for maybe a quarter mile after that before I took the female lead.  I felt like I'd gone out conservatively and also felt very strong, so I was confident with leading.  

During mile 1

I was hoping that Andrew and I could work together for most of the race, but he didn't have a good day and fell back by mile 4 (based on his recent workouts I fully expected him to beat me, but he had a little illness that cost him a good race).  I could see a man in black significantly ahead of me, but there were also a lot of non-racers on the trail and it was a little confusing; the trail split into two sides at parts, which I later learned were the bike portion and the run side, but I was unclear on where I should be so looked ahead to others.  I think the race assumed most entrants were local and knew what they should be doing, but everyone in our Missouri group was confused; our trails are nowhere near that advanced, hah!

On the bike path, probably around 

I mostly just focused on maintaining my effort and running the tangents on the curvy path.  I did the calculations and figured I'd see Brad about 0.25 from the turn around, so when he came back the other way I knew I was getting close.  I then saw Colin in second and two more men before I came upon an aid station.  There'd been one every couple of miles on the trail and this one was no different, so I thought the turn around must be a little farther up.  After I'd run maybe 10 seconds past, the lady at the aid station started yelling at me to turn around at the table.  I immediately turned back at that point, but I lost some time and nicely told her that she should let people know to turn around sooner since it wasn't marked (I later found out that she told Casey but Elise did exactly what I did).  I grabbed a water bottle off the table to take with a gel.  I usually don't take anything in halves, but since I was running so far on the day I knew I needed to stay on top of fueling, plus I always appreciate a mid-race caffeine boost.

Once I turned around, the race became even more enjoyable.  A cyclist with the race began riding with me as I navigated the "back" against the rest of the racers.  I saw Andrew and encouraged him to come get me.  I saw Casey in second female position not far behind.  I saw Elise in fifth female rapidly gaining on fourth.  I then saw the rest of the field at some point between miles 6.5 and about 10.  So many people cheered for and encouraged me; it was amazing!  I had a huge grin on my face, which I think then made more people yell "first female", "you're moving!", etc.  Runners are really the most encouraging and supportive people on the earth.  The race didn't have mile markers so each time I heard my watch beep I made sure to mentally note where I was at, and I was doing a countdown on miles left to 12 (because the final mile takes care of itself).  I also budgeted my energy for the final 2.5 miles with a lot of climbing - it had been hard to enjoy the downhill at the beginning knowing I had to go back up it!

This is not much elevation overall, but the
way it was distributed was a bit of a trick

Around mile 10 my lead cyclist handed me off to a police motorcycle escort.  Once we got off the trail I was really thankful for him, because the course was kind of confusing and not well-marked (Casey actually got off the course at that point because no one directed her, although she ended up getting back on the course in a different spot that was a little longer).  I was gaining on the man in front of me, and around mile 11.5 he turned around and asked my police escort where to go.  Trying to catch him kept me pushing in the final couple of miles in spite of the hills, and grade-adjusted the final mile was my fastest of the race.  Toward the end I continued to feel really strong, but not necessary speedy, which is unsurprising given I've been doing strength-based training and high mileage (that I probably didn't cut back as much as I should have for this race - it was a 90 mile week). 


Police motorcycle escort (lights were
flashing but you can't tell here)

Coming down the finishing stretch with the motorcycle was fun, and as I got closer I saw a finishing ribbon held out for me to "break", which was great!  The announcer said my name, town, and overall female place while I raised my arms through the tape with a huge smile on my face.  I also saw 1:21 on the clock, which I was pleased with on the day.  Before the race I'd predicted 1:19-1:21 as my range, although if I'd have known how warm it was going to be I'd have changed that to 1:21-1:23.

Finish!
I smiled for some photos, found friends, changed shoes, and grabbed a lot of nutrition to tackle 10 more miles for the day (I've been calling it a "10 mile cool down", but that is a bit of a misnomer).  Colin is also 50k training and was in for the extra 10, Abby made the trip with us in order to visit and cheer so did this for her main run, and my friend Liz who lives in Tulsa joined us as part of her long run.  I wasn't quite sure how the extra distance would go, but I'd learned from my Cabin Fever cool down bonk that I needed a lot of nutrition so I felt like I was eating much of the run but that definitely helped (2 gels, a bottle of UCAN, a pack of chews).  I could have used more water and thought the fountains on the trail would work to refill the small bottle I had, but they were turned off (thanks, COVID).  I actually only needed 9.3 miles to hit 25 total, but Colin hadn't warmed up quite as long as I had and I felt great so I ran until he hit 25.  I was then of course tempted to just go to 26.2 since I was a half mile away, but there really wasn't any reason to.
Amazing crew

All in all, it was a wonderful experience.  My friends are amazing, and my race was my best on the day.  I'm proud of my 25.7 mile day and of my even pacing.  Everyone in the group was 2-4 minutes off the times expected, which I didn't like for anyone but made me feel like I'd have definitely run faster in different weather, since I'm 100% sure they all have faster times in them right now.  Finish times with predicted times in ( ): Brad was 1st overall male in 1:15 (1:12), Colin was 3rd overall male in 1:20 (1:17), Andrew won his age group with 1:24 (1:19), Casey was 2nd overall female in 1:27/really 1:26 (1:23), and Elise won her age group with 1:34 (1:31) - Sean was a bit injured so was more off but it was for a different reason.  I've been very guilty of chasing the perfect race and being unsatisfied with anything less, but I think I'm finally learning that I can be very happy with my race AND know that I have a faster one in me.  I also appreciate the running community more than words can express.

Miles from Mentor group (minus Brad)

The masters state record was a wonderful surprise, because it wasn't even on my radar...I kind of think I'm still 29, bahaha!  The man in charge of maintaining the records said they are working on updating the website - link coming soon - but he sent me the files of the records for age groups. Masters is 40+, so I'm including applicable age groups here - Joan Benoit Samuelson actually had the record at 1:21:57 before me, so it's sure a good thing that I didn't run any farther past that turn around!  This is definitely the first time I've broken a record held by a marathon Olympic gold medalist (1984 marathon), although her 1:21 at age 51 is astronomically more impressive. 

Later update: My age 40-44 state record is here, and my single age 40 state record is here.

In regards to my pacing, Strava doesn't do grade-adjusted pace on free accounts any more, but my latest hack has been looking at the race on someone else's paid account and converting my own mile paces to GAP.  It takes a little effort, but it's worth my monthly Strava savings considering that's the only paid account feature I want.  Here are my splits:

I could use a little work on miles 10-11

I am so thankful for the joy God brings me through the running community and racing.  And now I have a half master's PR to beat!

Sunday, March 14, 2021

Running of the Squirrels 5k was more rainy than squirrely!

The short:

I ran a 5k, you know, because those fit so well with half marathon and 50k training.  I actually did it for $100 cash and a cute porcelain squirrel trophy, although driving to the race in the pouring rain I had second thoughts.  Luckily it was 50 degrees so being soaked wasn't torturous, and I was able to win overall female for said cash and squirrel, with an 18:36 via splits of 5:57, 6:03, 5:57 (5:26 final 0.12).  I then ran the course again at marathon effort (6:28 average) and an 8.2 mile cool down, which along with a 3.4 mile warm up gave me a 17.7 mile long run for the day.

My race on Strava is here.

I loved this prop!
The long:

Things that will get me to race a 5k:

  1. Prize money
  2. The ability to make the race part of a long run workout
  3. Porcelain squirrel trophies

Running of the Squirrels on March 13 had all of the above, so I was in!  What I wasn't in for was the very rainy race morning, but I'd pre-registered so what was I to do but still run it?  Plus my running group canceled their run that morning due to heavy rain...

I was excited for this race (because, a race!!), but I wasn't sure how much pep my legs would have with the miles they had on them; 2 days before the race my rolling 7 day mileage was 102 and the day before it was 97 (I was also coming off 3 days of work travel).  I only ran 4 miles plus strides the day before the race, so that had to help some but this obviously wasn't a goal race (because, 5k!) and I did not anticipate that it would be competitive (because, small town Missouri). My plan was just to run by effort and go for the win, and I also hoped I didn't have to go too deep since I wanted to get in many more miles after the race.

It rained for over 24 hours straight before the race, and the hourly forecast showed 100% chance of rain each hour all race morning, so I knew there was no hope of staying dry but when Colin, Derek, and I ran the course for a warm up I also realized we were going to be running through a lot of standing water.  It turns out that Marionville doesn't have the best drainage... But, the rain stayed moderate (never heavy) while we were running, and it was 50 degrees so it could have been much worse!  We also saw a real white squirrel during our warm up.

After our warm up, some drills, and strides, we lined up in a pretty small race field.  I think the rain scared a lot of people away, because the last time I ran this race it was much larger (there were only 58 finishers this year).  After the gun, 6 men took off ahead of me, and I settled into pace and began working on closing the gap to the closest.  I focused on giving a good effort for 3.1 miles, but leaving a little in the tank because I wanted to finish the rest of my running for the day without dying.  As is typical when I'm in the depths of high mileage, I felt strong but not fast.  I'd passed half of the men by the mile mark, and the next was fading so I focused on working up to him, which I did around halfway.  I then worked on reeling the second place male in, and I gained a lot of ground but ran out of time and he finished 13 seconds in front of me (he had been with my running buddy Colin at the mile in 5:30ish so did not pace quite as evenly as me).

After I finished I looked at my splits, and I was really happy to see how well I paced.  I have learned that I typically do best when I don't look at my watch during races, and this race was no different.  Pre-race I thought I was in shape to run about 5:50 pace for a 5k, and I still think I am but I need no rain or water crossings to do it.  :-)  I am not quite in shape to break 18 right now, but I am also doing primarily strength-based training (tempos, hills, progressions - not straight speed), so I'm happy that I can run sub-6:00 in sub-par conditions.  My PR was 18:25 for a very long time, which also gives me perspective here.  I doubt I'll ever train specifically for a 5k, but you never know!

Splits

I cheered a few friends in after I finished, then changed my shoes and Colin and I were off for another loop of the course at marathon effort.  I was aiming to run 6:25 pace, and we averaged 6:28 via 6:26, 6:40, 6:20...I felt good but just lost focus and talked too much during mile 2.  We then went to check on the awards, which were supposed to start "any minute" but took over 20 minutes to begin and then started with 10 and under, so we stood around waiting for longer than I'd have liked for our overall awards that were presented last.  I was also freezing since I was in soaking wet clothes (I didn't think I had time or reason to change)!

Colin was first male overall & Derek first masters male!

Not my best photography, but good race stuff

You can kind of tell how soaked I was here

Professional race photo, hah

After getting $100 bills and porcelain squirrels, Colin and I were off for 7.5-8 more miles that ended up being 8.2 and giving me 17.7 for the day (I was planning 17 so this was real close).  Those miles started draggy and slow (8:43 first), but after warming back up we were back to a comfortable 7:30ish.  It rained the entire cool down too, so I got in a lot of very wet miles.  I wore 3 different shirts and 3 pairs of shoes during the course of the event, and my car's hatchback was filled with wet apparel by the end of it.  I'm happy to report I had no chafing or blisters, which was perhaps the biggest victory of the day!

I'm thankful to be back to racing, even 5ks (which we all know are not my forte).  I ran this race in 2015 so now I have two porcelain squirrels, and Albani says I need to get a papa squirrel next year!

They're so cute!

Sunday, February 7, 2021

Cabin Fever Relieved: Cabin Fever Reliever 20k

The short:

"Happiness is reality minus expectation."  I always realize how true this quote is when I run a race that exceeds my expectations, even if it's not a top performance.  I chose the local Cabin Fever Reliever 20k as a rust buster, and after running the difficult course in training I figured if I could run in the 6:30s it would be a great day - as in, anything under 6:40 pace would be a success.  I ran by feel because I always seem to race best that way, and as I neared the finish line I saw the clock still in the 1:19s so I kicked hard to get in excitedly at 1:19:41, which is 6:24 average pace and technically a PR.  I was the 1st overall female and broke the Missouri state road racing record for 20k for age 40; plus only two women in Missouri of any age have ever run faster 20ks.  I was most pumped by how strong I felt throughout the race in spite of sub-par conditions (hills, wind, running solo).  It was a great reminder of how much I love racing. and I can't wait to do it again!

Official results are here.

State 20k records are here.

Colin was 2nd OA male in the 20k,
Casey was 1st OA female in the 10k

The long:

I busted the rust after over a year away from racing (my last was the Houston Marathon on 1/19/20)!  The Cabin Fever Reliever was the perfect way to ease back into competition, because it is a small event, it takes place less than 10 minutes from my home, and it is an uncommon distance.  For a related bonus, the Missouri State single age road racing records for the 20k distance are soft, as was my actual 20k PR, although I wasn't exactly sure what it was.  I ran a 20k time trial in September 2020, but time trials definitely have asterisks in my book, plus I didn't think I could beat that time anyway, hah.

I didn't taper for this race, mostly just because I was in a groove with training and didn't want to, but also because the weather was decent and my season goal races are in March and April.  I ran 87 miles the week of the race, but I ran my workout on Tuesday instead of Wednesday to try to give my legs a little extra pop.

Several of my running buddies ran this event, which also included 5k and 10k races, and it's put on by our local running club, so I knew a lot of people, making it easy to be relaxed and laid back - although I was pretty much jumping-out-of-my-skin excited after such a long racing hiatus!  My husband can attest that leading up to this race, I talked about it far more than I ever have about any local low-key event.

I'd run the course twice in training recently, and I've biked and elliptigoed around the rural area it was held on a ton, so I knew what I was in for as far as hills.  This would be a difficult course to negative split on!  I always perform best in races when I disregard my watch, so I did just that, also knowing that my splits would fluctuate based on the hills in each mile.  The first 4.5 miles are a net downhill, then the rest of the race is a net uphill.  To add insult to injury, on race day we had a pretty powerful east wind to contend with during the second half of the race.  It was about 34 degrees with a windchill of 22.


After the gun, the field spread out and I settled into the appropriate effort level for 12 miles (a 20k is 12.43 miles, but the last bit always takes care of itself!).  For the first 4 miles I eyed men in front of me and picked a few off, but from then on I was solo.  Six men finished in front of me, but not close enough to help me much, although I could see the slowest of the six for the whole race and kept trying to catch him, but he was pretty steadily the same distance ahead of me.  I went into this race knowing it was unlikely I'd have any female competition, and I was excited about running a race I had a chance to win (vs. all those big races I've run trying for times in the past several years), but I can never go quite as far to the well without women competitors around me (which is why I ran those big races when I was trying for times!).

Find me in pink & wearing the least clothing!

The course miles were not marked so I paid attention to my watch beeping/vibrating, and with each beep I'd tell myself, "starting an 11 mile tempo", "starting a 10 mile tempo", etc.  Mile 5 was the first with a couple of very noticeable uphills, one of which has caused me a lot of trauma when biking the area (as in, I almost have to get off the bike and walk it up, lol).  I was feeling good and kept pressing though, and I also took a gel between miles 6 and 7.  I usually don't take in anything during half marathons since they are less than 90 minutes of running, but since I was running 20 miles total I thought I'd need more fuel, plus I love a good caffeine boost during a race!  During mile 7 I started feeling fatigued, but that's not unusual for halves so I embraced it.  I tried to maintain focus and keep the pedal to the metal, but it is harder to do that when running alone.

Farm roads solo

I knew the stretch from about 7.5-9.5 was going to be tough because it's all incline, and on race day it was also against the wind.  It isn't steep but 2 miles is a long way to race an incline.  I shed my arm warmers and tossed them into a field entrance about halfway through, partially just to give myself a way to mentally break it up (also because I'd had them pushed down since mile 2)! We also had to cross highway 125 during that stretch, which the race organizers can't stop traffic on.  They warned us about this ahead of time, and living in that area I knew it'd be hit or miss on whether we'd have to stop (it's not super busy but it is a highway!).  There were volunteers at the intersection yelling at runners when traffic was coming.  They were yelling at me to stop, and I came really close to just going because I thought I could make it, but in the end I did stop for a car.  I only lost a handful of seconds, but it was more the losing my rhythm part that was annoying.

A friend who was course marshalling at
highway 125 sent me this shot - caption it
"I think I can beat that car..."

Once I got through the long incline part I was relieved, but still running into the wind until the final mile.  We were passing through slower 10k runners at this time, which mostly helped but at times was a trick because they were blocking the tangents.  I tried to push and enjoy, and I really loved this race experience, but of course was also ready to be done towards the end.  During the final mile I kept telling myself, "You have more to give" and pushing.  After the final steep uphill about a quarter mile from the finish, I really tried to kick, even more so once I realized I could be under 1:20!  I ran a 20k time trial in 1:20:35 in September on a better course, and did not expect to beat that time, so seeing the 1:19 was really exciting!  I came through in 1:19:41 with a smile on my face.  The course is certified, meaning it is 12.43 miles on the tangents, making my average pace 6:24.  My finishing video is here.

Final stretch sequence by Jon





Final stretch race face professional shots



20ks are not a common race distance, and I knew barring disaster I would break the existing age 40 record of 1:37:49, but I wanted to set a record I was proud of.  I also set a 20k PR, even if you count the time trial I did 5 months ago (which I wasn't counting, until I beat it, bahaha!)!  It's not quite as fast as my marathon PR pace (6:19), but for the circumstances I think it was solid.

The finisher medals were adorable

My running buddies made out well in the race too!  Brad was overall male in the 20k, with Colin in second overall male.  Casey was overall female in the 10k, I was overall female in the 20k, and Sarah (not pictured) was second overall female in the 20k.  A solid day for our Miles from Mentor crew!

Casey, Brad, Colin, me

I had 20 miles total on tap for the day, which meant a 5 mile cool down (I'd run 2.9 miles to warm up, so if I'd have done the math more precisely I'd have known I could do "just" 4.7 to cool down).  I drank some Ucan after finishing the race and then took off with Colin, Trae, and Casey.  Casey turned back after a mile since she'd already run quite a bit after her 10k to cheer for us 20kers, and Colin and Trae were kind enough to run with me back to pick up my arm warmers (note to self: they are not needed even in a 22 degree wind chill).

About 2.5 miles into the cool down, I started bonking hard!  I felt like I had zero glycogen and very low blood sugar.  Around mile 3 we passed a course aid station that they were packing up and I stopped and asked them if they had gels, and they did!  They gave me a package of fruit snacks, a package of chews, and a gel.  I was laughing that I was going to have to eat 3 things just to get through the final 2 miles of my cool down.  Once I got the fruit snacks down I started feeling better, although I was still 100% ready to be done.  But once we got to about 4.5 I guess the sugar was in my system and I felt okay again.  This was definitely a lesson I needed to learn about fueling!  I can run 20+ easy miles fasted without a problem (although I know that's not ideal, I have done it many times), but once fast running is thrown into the mix I need so much more fuel!  Before the race I had a handful of Cheerios and most of a drink with 2 scoops of Ucan in water (also nuun energy but that's just electrolytes and caffeine), during the race I had a gel, and then between the race and cool down I had the rest of the Ucan.  That was not sufficient!  Next month when I do a half marathon race with a lot of miles after I am definitely getting up early enough to eat a full meal for breakfast and taking Ucan and gels with me on my cool down.  The final 2 miles of that cool down at 8:30ish pace was harder than the 12.4 miles at 6:25 pace!

After finishing the cool down, we went inside to change, socialize, and eat the amazing post-race lunch!  Chicken noodle soup, grilled cheese, and cake have never tasted so good.

At the time I'm writing this, the official results have everyone in the 20k running about 2:15 faster than we actually did [2/9/21 update - the results have been corrected!].  If there is going to be a timing error, it's nice when it makes you faster, but with it being a record I'd sure like it to be correct!  I've had timing errors in the other direction (i.e., slower) with this results company too, so in a way it feels like I'm getting all of that time I was cheated out of back, but in the interest of full disclosure my time and record should be 1:19:40-something [corrected official gun time is 1:19:41].  I would buy 1:19:30-1:19:50 for watch error, but definitely not 1:17:32, unless we are talking grade adjusted.

I can't wait to do this race thing again!



Thursday, December 31, 2020

2020 was...

2020 in Review

I went down the rabbit hole of my past yearly running recaps when looking for mileage statistics, and I think I was much more eloquent and accomplished in 2019, 2018, 20172016, and 2015 than in 2020.  However, I still love running, it's a significant part of my life, and it brings me joy every opportunity I get to do it.  I am also another year closer to my goal of running for life (there have been and probably always will be some minor disruptions).

Mileage:
On that note, I only ran about 7 months of 2020 due to my hip impingement (which I have since found great ways to work around).  My total mileage was 2194.6 per Garmin and 2188 per Strava.  I'm not sure the reason for the discrepancy, but I am going to blame it on the run/walk stuff I did when getting my hip under control (as in, I recorded something as a run on Garmin and a walk on Strava).  If I divide my total mileage by 52 it gives me 42.2 miles per week on average, but if I divide it by the weeks I was actually running (33) I like it better at 66.5 miles per week on average.  My mileage history for comparison is at the end of this post, and in the big picture my yearly mileage wasn't bad; it's just easier to remember my more immediate history when I was exceeding 3000 miles per year (and last year I was close to 4000).  I don't set yearly mileage goals, but I like to see where I end up.  My running elevation gain for the year was 77,963 ft.

On the other hand, I biked 2,945 miles this year, which has to be a yearly cycling mileage PR, but I've never paid attention to it so I don't know by how much.  I have definitely never biked more miles in a year than I ran before now.  I'm thankful I was able to ride outdoors when I wasn't able to run, but it is very easy for me to drop cycling when I can run!  And, no, I had no desire to ride 55 more miles to get to 3,000.

I made this face for most of the year
Races:
I ran one race in 2020, the Houston Marathon in January, and it did not go as I'd hoped, but it was blatantly clear why I didn't perform well (bronchitis), which I much prefer over an unexplained bad race.

I did 3 time trials, although the first one, a 2 miler, was such a rust-buster that I didn't really count it.  I am glad my coach had me run it, because it helped me remember how to hurt and helped me run a lot better in the 5k I did a couple weeks later.  I did a 5k in 18:28ish (I stopped my watch at 3.13 in 18:35, 5:56 pace) and a 20k in 1:20:35 (6:29 pace).  For the circumstances, I was happy with both of them, and although slower than my marathon PR pace, the 20k was an unofficial PR since I'd only raced that distance once before.

I became a masters runner on October 26, but have yet to run my first masters race - I am excited about it, though!

Running community:
I coordinate the Miles from Mentor running group and I'm so excited about how much our group has grown this year!  We have group runs every day, occasionally twice, and these awesome people make my miles quite enjoyable.  I'm very self-motivated with running, but it sure is easier to get out in the pitch dark early 20 degree mornings with a crew!

I continued free coaching for several friends - in one discussion on a group run I realized that I'd coached almost everyone who attends our running group even sometimes at one point or another!  I helped a friend break 1:30 in the half twice (after 4 years of trying), I helped a friend debut with a 2:55 marathon, I helped a friend run an 11-minute marathon PR (although she will better it in 2021), and I'm currently leading a training group with coordinated individualized schedules for a March half marathon.  

Thoughts on the year:
We always learn more from failures and tough times than from successes and things that go well, but I don't think anyone can deny that it's more fun to succeed!  I've kind of felt like the world has been against me since 12/3/19, but at the same time I know that even on my worst day I have much to be thankful for.

As I looked back on the past yearly running recaps I've done, I realized that I had 5 years of really, really good running (2015-2019) - although ironically my definition of "really good" changed every year.  The mileage totals below will also tell you that I had 4 years of not-so-good running before then (2011-2014).  Like most things in life, running ebbs and flows.  While the phrase "it's only running" is true, running is also "only" my lifelong hobby and biggest quantifiable goal obsession.  Looking back, it's clear that God has used running to direct my life in certain ways, which is neat to think about and something I'm sure is still happening.

I trust there are reasons for the ups and downs, and I am ending the year beyond grateful that I get to do this!  I know how fortunate I am to have something that makes me excited to get out of bed at 4:45 a.m. every week day morning.  I've been blessed to have the abilities and resources to dream big, even when I fall short - and thankful that the people in my life care just as much about me whether I'm logging high mileage weeks or not running at all.  I am lucky to be part of the amazing running community (we all know that runners truly are the best people!).

Podcasts I was on:

Blog series I wrote:

Mileage History:
2020 - 2194
2019 - 3854
2018 - 3047
2017 - 3043
2016 - 2294
2015 - 1942
2014 - 972
2013 - 595
2012 - 1373
2011 - 1539
2010 - 2106

For more on 2020:

Wednesday, December 30, 2020

What I Read in 2020

I kept a list of books I read last year, so even though I listed what I read each month in my monthly recaps, I wanted to post a master list.  I read more than expected because I stayed at home more than expected this year.  2020 was the first year I used Goodreads, and I don't know why I didn't get an account before this year!  My Year in Books is here.
  1. Educated by Tara Westover
  2. Disappearing Earth by Julia Phillips
  3. The Power by Naomi Alderman
  4. Framed by James Ponti
  5. An American Marriage by Tayari Jones
  6. Careful What You Wish For by Hallie Ephron
  7. Do Not Become Alarmed by Malie Meloy
  8. You'll Never Know by Halie Ephrom
  9. Dead Sea Rising by Jerry B. Jenkins
  10. Daisy Jones and the Six by Taylor Jenkins Reid
  11. Night Night, Sleep Tight by Hallie Ephrom
  12. Goodbye, Vitamin by Rachel Khong
  13. Waiting for Tom Hanks by Kerry Winfrey
  14. Once a Runner by John L. Parker, Jr.
  15. Ask Again, Yes by Mary Beth Keane
  16. White Elephant by Trish Harnetiaux
  17. House Rules by Jodi Piccolut
  18. Eleanor & Park by Rainbow Rowell
  19. Someone Knows by Lisa Scottoline
  20. Again to Carthage by John L. Parker, Jr.
  21. The Last Romantics by Tara Conklin
  22. Anatomy for Runners: Unlocking Your Athletic Potential for Health, Speed, and Injury Prevention by Jay Dicharry
  23. Beneath a Scarlet Sky by Mark T. Sullivan
  24. Run the Mile You're In: Finding God in Every Step by Ryan Hall
  25. This is Going to Hurt: Secret Diaries of a Junior Doctor by Adam Kay
  26. The Great Alone by Kristin Hannah
  27. The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid
  28. Still Alice by Lisa Genova
  29. Where the Crawdads Sing by Delia Owens
  30. One of Us is Lying by Karen M. McManus
  31. Racing the Rain by John Parker Jr.
  32. Finding Chika:  A Little Girl, an Earthquake, and the Making of a Family by Mitch Albom
  33. Year of the Monkey by Patty Smith
  34. Stone Mattress:  Nine Tales by Margaret Atwood
  35. Mere Christianity by C.S. Lewis 
  36. A Good Man by Ani Katz
  37. Lilac Girls by Martha Hall Kelly 
  38. Anatomy, Stretching, and Training for Marathoners: A Step-by-Step Guide to Getting the Most From Your Running Workout by Jay Dicharry
  39. Noel Street by Richard Paul Evans
  40. The Couple Next Door by Shari Lapena
  41. Seven Day of Us by Francesa Hornak 
  42. The Tenant by Katrine Engberg
  43. Red at the Bone by Jacqueline Woodson
  44. Life Will Be the Death of Me:...and You Too! by Chelsea Handler
  45. Inside the O'Briens by Liss Genova
  46. Nothing to See Here by Kevin Wilson
  47. A Nearly Normal Family by M.T. Edvardsson
  48. Wonder by R. J. Palacio
  49. The Alice Network by Kate Quinn
  50. Wait Till Helen Comes: A Ghost Story by Mary Downing Hahn
  51. A Spark of Light by Jodi Picoult
  52. Funny, You Don't Look Autistic: A Comedian's Guide to Life on the Spectrum by Michael McCreary
  53. 90 Minutes in Heaven: A True Story of Death and Life by Don Piper and Cecil Murphey
  54. The Dead Girls Club by Damien Angelica Walters
  55. A Stranger in the House by Shari Lapena
  56. Have a Little Faith: A True Story by Mitch Albom
  57. All We Knew But Couldn't Say by Joanne Vannicola
  58. Ungifted by Gordon Korman
  59. A Grown-Up Kind of Pretty by Joshilyn Jackson
  60. Girl, Wash Your Face by Rachel Hollis
  61. The 7 1/2 Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle by Stuart Turton
  62. The Daughter in Law by Nina Manning
  63. Backseat Saints by Joshilyn Jackson
  64. Why Not Me? by Mindy Kaling
  65. Before You by Amber Hart
  66. Crazy Rich Asians by Kevin Kwan
  67. I Let You Go by Clare Mackintosh
  68. Three Wishes by Liane Moriarty
  69. Before I Let You Go by Kelly Rimmer
  70. Tell the Wolves I'm Home by Carol Rifka Brunt
  71. The Girl Who Stopped Swimming by Joshilyn Jackson
  72. Nine Perfect Strangers by Liane Moriarty
  73. Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn
  74. Me Talk Pretty One Day by David Sedaris
  75. 84K by Claire North
  76. After Us by Amber Hart
  77. Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer
  78. Water for Elephants by Sara Gruen
  79. Dark Places by Gillian Flynn
  80. The Identicals by Elin Hilderbrand
  81. Hatchet by Gary Paulsen
  82. The Familiar Dark by Amy Engel
  83. The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society by Mary Ann Shaffer
  84. The Cactus by Sarah Haywood
  85. The Storyteller by Jodi Picoult
  86. House of Salt and Sorrows by Erin A. Craig
  87. Running with Sherman by Christopher McDougall
  88. Evvie Drake Starts Over by Linda Holmes
  89. The Dance by Richard Paul Evans
  90. The Family Upstairs by Lisa Jewell
  91. The Nickel Boys by Colson Whitehead
  92. An Unwanted Guest by Sherri Lapena
  93. Maybe You Should Talk To Someone by Lori Gottlieb
  94. Someone We Know by Shari Lapenda
  95. An Anonymous Girl by Grer Hendricks
  96. The Turn the Key by Ruth Ware
  97. Harbor Me by Jacqueline Woodson
  98. Suspicious Minds by Gwenda Bond
  99. The Benefits of Being an Octopus by Ann Braden
  100. The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes (The Hunger Games #0) by Suzanne Collins
  101. I Know This Much is True by Wally Lamb
  102. Love & Gelato by Jenna Evans Welch
  103. Same Kind of Different as Me: A Modern Day Slave, an International Art Dealer, and the Unlikely Woman Who Bound Them Together by Ron Hall, Denver Moore, and Lynn Vincent
  104. Know My Name: A Memoir by Chanel Miller
  105. Minor Dramas & Other Catastrophes by Kathleen West
  106. The Sun Does Shine:  How I Found Life and Freedom on Death Row by Anthony Ray Hinton
  107. Stolen Children by Peg Kehret
  108. The Story of Arthur Truluv (Mason #1) by Elizabeth Berg
  109. Night of Miracles (Mason #2) by Elizabeth Berg
  110. The Confession Club (Mason #3) by Elizabeth Berg
  111. Plain Truth by Jodi Picoult
  112. The Case Against Sugar by Gary Taubes
  113. The Party Upstairs by Lee Conell
  114. Bring Me Back by B.A. Paris
  115. The Things We Cannot Say by Kelly Rimmer
  116. The Weight of Blood by Laura McHugh
  117. Me and White Supremacy by Layla F. Saad
  118. The Bad Beginning (A Series of Unfortunate Events #1) by Lemony Snicket
  119. The Help by Kathryn Stockett
  120. The Mighty Miss Malone by Christopher Paul Curtis
  121. Orbiting Jupiter by Gary D. Schmidt
  122. The Giver of Stars by Jojo Moyes
  123. Elanor Oliphant is Completely Fine by Gail Honeyman
  124. The Reptile Room (A Series of Unfortunate Events #2) by Lemony Snicket
  125. The Wide Window (A Series of Unfortunate Events #3) by Lemony Snicket
  126. The Miserable Mill (A Series of Unfortunate Events #4) by Lemony Snicket
  127. The Austere Academy (A Series of Unfortunate Events #5) by Lemony Snicket
  128. Sworn to Silence by Linda Castillo
  129. In Five Years by Rebecca Serle
  130. The Curious Charms of Arthur Pepper by Phaedra Patrkc
  131. The Ersatz Elevator (A Series of Unfortunate Events #6) by Lemony Snicket
  132. The Vile Village (A Series of Unfortunate Events #7) by Lemony Snicket
  133. The Hostile Hospital (A Series of Unfortunate Events #8) by Lemony Snicket
  134. The Carnivorous Carnival (A Series of Unfortunate Events #9) by Lemony Snicket
  135. The Slippery Slope (A Series of Unfortunate Events #10) by Lemony Snicket
  136. The Grim Grotto (A Series of Unfortunate Events #11) by Lemony Snicket
  137. The Penultimate Peril (A Series of Unfortunate Events #12) by Lemony Snicket
  138. The End (A Series of Unfortunate Events #13) by Lemony Snicket
  139. Goodbye Ed, Hello Me by Jenni Schaefer
  140. How to Find Love in a Bookshop by Veronica Henry
  141. What Are You Going Through by Sigrid Nunez
  142. History of Wolves by Emily Fridlund
  143. Pray for Silence by Linda Castillo
  144. Then She Was Gone by Lisa Jewell
  145. The Beatrice Letters (A Series of Unfortunate Events) by Lemony Snicket
  146. Me Before You by Jojo Moyes
  147. And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie
  148. The Glitch by Elisabeth Cohen
  149. The Girl You Lost by Kathryn Croft
  150. American Dirt by Jeanine Cummins
  151. After You by Jojo Moyes
  152. The Nightingale by Kristin Hannah
  153. What Alice Forgot by Liane Moriarty
  154. Monogamy by Sue Miller
  155. Still Me by Jojo Moyes
  156. Listen to the Marriage by John Jay Osborn Jr.
  157. When Sparrows Fall by Meg Moseley
  158. Just Mercy: A True Story of the Fight for Justice by Bryan Stevenson
  159. Lou in Lockdown by Jojo Moyes
  160. Before the Ever After by Jacqueline Woodson
  161. Thirteen Doorways, Wolves Behind Them All by Laura Ruby
  162. 28 Summers by Elin Hilderbrand
  163. The Rosie Result by Graeme Simsion
  164. The Book of Two Ways by Jodi Piccoult
  165. The Girl With No Past by Kathryn Croft
  166. No Happy Endings by Nora McInerny Purmort
  167. Restart by Gordon Korman
  168. Ordinary Grace by William Kent Krueger
  169. Anxious People by Fredrick Backman
  170. The Testaments (The Handmaid's Tale #2) by Margaret Atwood
  171. Night Road by Kristin Hannah
  172. Orphan Train by Christina Baker Kline
  173. All the Bright Places by Jennifer Niven













Friday, December 18, 2020

Mad at the Marathon

I've heard comparisons between running and abusive relationships, such as "when it's good, it's so good, but when it's bad it's terribly painful and heartbreaking."  The highs are so high we keep chasing them regardless of how low the lows.

The marathon and I have mostly a great relationship.  The majority of my 30-some marathons have been amazing experiences and I've been able to run about the times my fitness indicated, or when I was way off it's been glaringly obvious why (bronchitis, or when I ran 5 marathons and 4 halves in 3-4 months).  From late 2017 to early 2020, I wanted more than the marathon was willing to give, but I kept coming close enough that I was convinced it would give it to me the next time.  I could never squeeze out those last 68 seconds, but I still knew that on a less windy day or a slightly faster course, I could find myself at the relationship finish line under the time cut off.

2020 happened, and due to my wonky-shaped bones I missed the November marathon I'd trained for.  Fortunately I only had to take 2.5 weeks off, during which I got an expedited PhD in hip impingement, and returned extremely hungry for every day runs and mileage.  What I didn't return hungry for was a re-do of the missed marathon or even a spring marathon.

Those who know me know I am always marathon training.  Marathon training or unable to run, there is nothing else.  I have just loved the marathon so much for so long, really since my second marathon in 2004 (the first one I really raced, and with a negative split).  That's not to say that we haven't had plenty of ups and downs between then and now, including a nearly 4-year hiatus during which I thought I was done with competitive running (2011 to mid-2014), but through it all I still loved my 26.2s.  And I still do, but I guess this fall situation made me realize that I'm also mad at the marathon for not giving me quite enough!  I mean, I gave it everything I had and it just couldn't give me that last bit of time I worked so hard for, and then this year it had the audacity to give me a DNS.

Do I hope to PR-chase again?  Do I still have a bone to pick with 2:45:00 (regardless of what the 2024 standard is)?  Yes.  But I also accept that my PR may always be 2:46:08, which is still something for someone who for most of her marathoning career never even dreamed of seeing a finishing clock starting with a 2, and then fully believed that her absolute limit was 2:59:59.  All times and paces aside, I've found great joy in the marathoning journey, and that alone makes me confident that I'll be on it again.

So really, I'm kind of everything at once at the marathon.  In love with, mad at, thankful for, curious about, appreciative of, uncertain about, and plenty more adjectives that escape me at the moment.

I'm not planning to run a spring 2021 marathon*, and I am currently able to run (a solid amount at that)!  I'm not even sure who I am anymore.  ;-)

While I've had my share of being mad at races, at workouts, at injuries, at the weather, at my body, etc., I don't think I've ever been mad at running.  Running nearly every day is my big dream goal and anything else I can do is bonus!

*I fully reserve the right to change this decision at any time.